Not one or the other. Monism, maybe. Nihilism, probably. Pantheism, in a way. Dualism, I guess. But not really. As soon as you think of it in dual term, as soon as you think of it at all, it becomes something else. The something instead of the nothing it was. Something new, instead of nothing, which was before. But that’s in cosmic terms, attempting to approach the objectivity with our subject. Those ontological secondary qualities. The perceiver, life, wishes to known so it may more accurately perceive. There is only perceiving, yet this loses the intended meaning, and thus; it is lost. As soon has you have found it. Therefor, not that. Not that, nor that which is not. Neither. Not dualism. Not those things. None of those things.
Yet the mystic teaches nothing except acceptance. And even that is not truly taught but perceived in your mind. Though you perceive with your eyes. You could look at this as pairs. One or the other. It’s easy. Perhaps it’s easier than trying to perceive only perception. None dually accepting which is. Seemingly irrational, because there’s no more true or false. There is only. Not even that. Nonsensical zen koans enter the mind and the mind enters them. No, not really. Not both. Again. To have thought the thought is to have lost that which you attempt to find. No not again! Another losing. A slight variation. Another nothing. A nothing, a something and lots of in between. So many of them, they longer have the significance the one and the two had. The zero and the one. However you want to think of it. That easy, binary way of viewing things. Like an automaton, a computing mechanism. Negating the complex organism that attempts to recreate. Beyond the infinite calculating. To a beginning and an end an to realise that it is all one. A seeming nothingness. But the subtleties are in nature just as much as in the mind. Acceptance of the unchanging changing enables recreating of the own ego. The viewpoint from which to view the universe. To surpass the neural operating system using ancient cultural tricks. The use it to our advantage. The advantage of all sentient beings. All conscious beings. Caught in the hasty world between simple being and complex doubt. To recognize the almost both-ness and to know it is neither nor both, is to accept transcendent reality.
It can be framed from the ego, but this has now become a fluid concept. Susceptible to change. Voluntary change. Enabling compassion and insight.
I have broken as many hearts as have broken mine.
I have killed as many as I have conceived.
I have disappointed as have disappointed me.
I have gotten to know as many people as have gotten to know me.
I have suffered as I have caused suffering.
I have enjoyed as I have caused joy.
I have caused as I am caused.
I am that which I am.
There is existence.
Balance, equal. Point one for karma. Everything is zero.
Must sacrifice ego, before it is far too late.
deserves attention at this point.